Push and Shove

Okay, so today
You pushed me away

I feel like I am broken and I should have known it would happen, but that doesn't stop it from hurting so so very much. I wonder why you don't want me to know about you. I'm left wondering what I did wrong. I'm craving so much to be that girl who would make a difference, prove to you that I'm not like the rest...but I think you know that. I think that's why you've pushed me away. You wish not to be hurt by the one light on your horizon. Despite my best efforts, this light is beginning to dim, right before your eyes. It probably wasn't your intention to hurt me. I won't go away. You'll never know how much I still care about you. I won't stop caring. You shared everything with me and now you regret it. I felt so special because you shared yourself with me. Maybe I just want to be THAT special one - the only one.

You don't wish to see the good in yourself that I see in you. There's nothing I can do to change your mind.

I'm so very tired of being pushed away.
What made you think I was unbreakable?

I wish to be left alone.
I want to be surrounded by people
I'd love to know if anyone still cares...