I was doing so well, and then it hit me again. I have read some great advice to help me get through this. I am just SO tired of the rollercoaster. I'm great for a while, and then every 21 days, I feel like shit again. One guess as to why.
I never use the word hate. But I HATE hormones!
Today, I broke down when I heard Fleetwood Mac. I fucking LOVE Fleetwood Mac. But for reasons that I will keep to myself, the sound of Stevie Nicks' beautiful voice is just too much for me right now. There is a deeper reason for all of it that might sound like the most ridiculous idea - but the songs that used to lift my fragile soul are now shattering it to a million pieces. None of this is fair.
I have gotten so much amazing advice. The one that has kept me going lately is to NEVER get inside anyone's head except my own. And it was working remarkably well. Guess I forgot about that advice for the last couple of days though.
But I almost think the reason I'm going off the rails is because there's another reason I'm feeling this. I can feel others' emotions even when I don't want to. I think that somehow, you're starting to crack.
Or maybe I'm upset because you're not.
When Karma finally gets to you, MATE - I only hope that you have the maturity to understand why you deserve it.
But I'd be wasting my time, because you will never be capable of mature thoughts.
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