In the middle

I am at a major crossroads. Do I follow my heart, or do I listen to the one person who truly cares about me in this world. Although her views are wrong - so wrong - I don't know what to do. I'm 24. She has no control over me. But while I live under her roof...she thinks she does.

I live for the phrase:
'Soon we must all face the choice between what is right, and what is easy'

I have to live up to that now, I can't be a coward. I want to run away until this is all over, but I am no longer at an age where I can do that. I have to make a choice. I have to make a choice. I have to make a choice. And the more I say it, the more I want to hide.

It's not fair to you if I string you along till I've made a decision. But I'm so shaken and scared to the core of making the wrong choice. I'm stuck in the middle with no way out except up...so please help me God, I'm practically begging you now.