I'm struck by Cupid again. Honestly, I hate that little shit. He strikes at the worst times, with guys I can never have, or guys who are not interested in me back. I just don't like thinking overboard about stuff that wil never happen either.
Today I was struck twice. Can you believe it?
I'm so annoyed. One of these guys I've met before, and one was a new one. It's been a year since I saw the first one. Now look what I've gotten myself into. I have to work with this guy for the next 6 weeks. Soon I will be so besotted that I won't be able to look him in the eye. And that is fucking impossible, considering that our work requires us to be looking in each others eyes ALL THE TIME. Rats. Why me?
I know how my mind works in these situations. For once l kind of hope that this is just another un-requeited crush. I don't like when it goes a step further...and then everything falls apart. This guy is waaaaayyy too sweet to risk that kind of thing on.
I only hope I have the strength to survive the next few weeks.
I'll be okay, as long as my heart doesn't burst out of my chest.
I think he already has an inkling that I feel something.
What's worse...we keep getting into great one-on-one situations...
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