Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Healing and Heartache

I know I have a purpose on this planet. Among many things, my main job is to heal others. I've always known that, all my life...when I am the one people come to for help. I like to help others. But lately, that is a burden.

I need help. I need a lot of help. I can't talk to anyone about it because they will see me as weak, and then who will they turn to for help? I sometimes think that I would like to return this gift. I want others to like me for who I am - not what I can do for them. At least I don't think I'm being used. I don't know, maybe I am.

I would really like to talk to someone. I'm glad that there are two people left in this world who will listen.

I have one wish right now. Above everything I'm going through, and the hard road ahead...the only thing I am wishing for is the power to say NO.

1 comment:

SunRae86 said...

I hope I am included in those 2 people. Know that I will always listen to you and be there for you. I love you. I'm sorry I burden you with my problems so often. I promise to listen more if you will just open up more...xxooxoxo

Rachael aka Julie Andrews